Monday, November 15, 2010

Week 8: Sexy is as sexy does

Marxist feminism has a point, even if it's rather extreme.

Sexuality is so heavily socially regulated and mandated, that to even be feminine is to be less as a man- and therefor less as a person. Unless you're a woman, because GOD FORBID women should be anything but stepping stones and objects to be used. A masculine woman is a bitch and a butch and needs a good deep dicking, CLEARLY.

Grumbly feminism rant ended.

Wait, no not quite.

One time, at one of my old (male dominated) jobs in which I was a tech support agent, I decided to put some care into my appearance for a day, just because I wanted to. I put on makeup so thick that it was noticeable; I felt like I was wearing a mask, and when I looked in the mirror, a stranger peered back at me.

It was strange and uncomfortable, but my female coworker, who was incredibly appearance oriented, assured me I looked like a million dollars.

And then, as I went through my day... I began to notice the appraising looks. The small nods of approval, the friendlier demeanors.

So wait... I have to be fake to be liked? Hygiene, I understand. Dressing flatteringly, fine- that makes sense. But piling on makeup so far as to be unrecognizeable except as something once seen in a photoshopped image in a magazine-? Spending half an hour just to garner a friendly face?

Welcome to being a straight woman in today's society.

There are many who won't look at you like a package of meat with a pretty ribbon; but there are more who will, in my experience.

Most of the time, it's easier to be alone... IE antisocial, weird, a prude, add your own negative label here just for fun.

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